liar yet a beautiful gift HAHA

2008-05-26T21:31:00.003+08:00

I HAVE ~~LIVEJOURNAL~~ BABEY!

relink please CLICK ON THAT THING PLEASEEEEE
but i think i`ll still update here once or twice ;)

thanks love

2008-05-23T19:46:00.002+08:00

I officially hate MAYA MENON ever sooooo muuucch as she's gonna miss CAAMP -.-
Gosh,thanks for not going,I have lesser victims to sabo and YOU KNOW you're the best to sabo!
Okay HAPPY GOOBER post.
Actually it aint Maya's fault anyway,its just that tomorrow is also the same day of her ACT 3 and WEEEEEE alllll knowwww who much she loves her ACT 3 and its gonna be her LAST performance cause she's quitting.
See?Maya,I understand :) haha

-.-
Today was crappy with my stupid attitude.
Oh hormones hormones,when will you ever stop activating ?
Shes my FRIEND,my buddy,my sista,my love and you know it GOES ON.Feel like slapping myself for being a BIG TIME loser .
I'm really sorry. I really am. Come truly from my heart and I promise I'll try to control these hormones of mine and not let this affect our friendship.

Besides that,it was SUPER FUN,hahah bought STUFF for camp and 'they-know-what'.I think you do cause I`ve been saying it 10 00000 times.Before that did the beads thing. I didnt cause I was moaning and moaning like some cow.
Richson and Aliya did it.
I did some fungus toenail colour but kinda cuteee yet I didnt complete it.
Like duuuh,will I ever complete something?

So I have camp tomorrow to SERIMBUN!
Gosh,I heard maaaany stories okay and whats worse is that SHE'S going (no not you aliya -.-!).
I am SO NOT sharing a bunk with her who knows what voodoo she does before she sleeps.
Gawwwd.
Fine,I'm evilllllllll.

See?Happy Goober Post OKAY?.Please dont bring me down anymore ;)

And Phatt has eye infection and my mum doesnt allow me to pay him a visit,afraid I might catch the infection or something or nothing.
Poor Phatt.
-.-

So,Happy Holidays to everyone.
Eat,sleep and slack now.
When you're back in school,its all about EOY and Os and L1r4 and all that jazz.

2008-05-21T23:14:00.002+08:00

This post was supposed to be happy goober shyte but surprise surprise people
Well,now ask me again why I actually thought that I could do this shyte when I realize that I'm just wasting time and effort.
Hoho.Back to feeling useless when I actually felt better of myself today but you just HAD to spoil it all.God,I wonder so badly why I'm like this.So back to feeling useless,hopeless,boobless and all the less things in life.
Funny though,I really wanna cry my sockets out but at the same time I also wanna kick you in the butt so you would know how it feels like.Hah.Actually it aint the same.I think what I'm feeling right now is unexplainable.Really it aint.I might be able to use figures to explain what the fuck it is but the thing is I dont know how to put it together.
*fake smile*
I am happy for you but you know,well actually you dont.

Ah wells,if anything do happen I'm still happy I have my permanent sunshine in my pocket :)
I got love thats all mine
Do what you want you're never gonna break me.
I shouldnt be looking forward to the future and just be happy with what I have right now.
I`ll try to do that again ;)

I hate Maths and Science day.Its just a day where two of the most boooring subjects come together to destroy me.*claps*
No offence to the mathematicians and scientists.
Maths and Science aint my cup of tea.

Mummy,I am awfully sorry for lying.

Natasha Bedingfield - Pocket Full Of Sunshine

2008-05-20T19:39:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow would be suckish I know.
I can actually tell my future or a day after rotting at home
So yes,thought about myself.my ways and all the but in between my mind just wont give me a rest about you.
Hell yea,its fun thinking of you.
Just wanna punch it out you know what I'm saying.
I also watched the LAST EPISODE of Gossip Girl.Sadly,yes but only for the first season.They have a second season in the fall (whenever that might be).
oh back to thinking of you.oh gosh.hell of a fun.I feel like some retard.All right despite being a big time sucker I also wrote an essay.Please dont ask why I am just JUST going through my puberty phases and I swear its horrendous.
SO I'll be back tomorrow,being a big time idiot asshole useless loser. AND no ayam,I do not have self-confidence issues,I am so called the LAST person to get that thang.
Thank you ever so much ;)
So I'll be on my way and I know I wont be much of an effect in your life as a friend but if you do need a real friend I think you should know who to call.
The one waiting through whatsoever shyte or the one who left you and never did call you again.

yea,emo emo emo.
Is that all you can think about?

oh a BIG HAHA to Justin/XY or whoever whatever you are trying to pull off -.-,
I am not dumb.I have brains although Justin may have more brain cells but its okay.As he claimed,he is non-existent,hey hey,I didnt make that up you said it yourself in my tagboard.And why again do you wanna bash me up ? When all I said was that you're smart,you have a dimploma(HAHA!) or a degree or whatever and that you're fuck damn loaded and oh your gf is the one and only XY.WhoooaaWheeee.Fine,if you wanna hear it so badly I am JEALOUS.oh so ever jealous.
Oh and your aussie eh?My cat is Norwegian and he is BLONDE with GREEN EYES! HAH!
Beat that! :P
Okay seriously,I dont care if you love your cubby (liyi dont be mean lah -.-) XY and you adore her and you are planning on marrying her.For crying out loud moron,its just a post.Deal with it and get on with life.And XY dont bother (like seriously) going emo and crying in class about this.Its just a post and what I said was exactly what you told me and I didnt write "ANYHOW".
And gosh,grow up XY. Crying over small matters wont get you anywhere,you gotta pick yourself up from where you fall.
Hear it from the girl who stayed at home for time to think. :)

Gawd,god knows why I am writing to two different names
but actually to the same person -.-

So Justin,planning on bashing me up for a post that is true ? Email me wont you ? Lets sit and have a cup of coffee/milo/boiling water.
I would love to hear from you ;)
bicepslove@gmail.com

Much love,
Zihan :D

oh havent you heard I'll come back stronger than a power-ed up pac man

2008-05-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

stupid
useless
crap

I dont think I`ll ever be a good enough friend for anyone cause of who I really am which is why I have decided to take a break from everything including school for approximately a day and really really reflect.
After what cikgu said,maybe shes right only I dont realize it.
No I am not kidding and this aint one of my stupid empty talks.
Plus,I am also sick.
Sick has many many examples,mind you.
I cant really say much here cause I dont think its appropriate and I just need to be with my mum now cause shes leaving for Mecca soon.
Although I dont really agree on her going without me(-.-)but I realize she needs a break too.
And if that makes her happy,I'm happy.
:)

So yes,I will never be anything and I can never satisfy anyone.
I'll never be unique cause I'm just plain paranoid with everything.
'Puberty Phases' again I assume.
I really wanted to me M:)'s friend but I realize also that I wont be a good enough friend(FRIEND LAH EH).Look whats happening now man as a GOOD EXAMPLE.

I'll try to be less paranoid with everything but I cant promise.I'll try to be a good enough friend but I cant promise anything although the only person that can change you is yourself.
Whatever that means /
Cause I have been trying that but I have beeeen failing badly.

I am pathetic really I am.
I sound stupid?Whatever.
I really cant take it no more

2008-05-19T08:56:00.002+08:00

I shall not talk about the camp read BOOBIAN's blog and yea.
Alright yesterday had that AMMMAAAAZING RACE thing with Cikgu,Boobian,Maya,Amirah,Akbar,Puteeera and Sufi!
It was fun.
Akbar is an a*shole :)
After so,we went to watch CONGKAK which was stupid but a*shole wanted to watch soooo badly.

Right,now.
I really dont know what I must do for council camp lah -.-

oh have you SEEN?
Justin and Xiuyan tagged my blog man!
HAHA
eh thanks ah,very honoured as I dont think people ever read my blog especially PEOPLE LIKE YOU!
Oh GOSH!
Tears in my eyes right now *sniffsniff*

Thanks man! Really made my day and Justin I shall take note of what you said and I'll make the changes :)

2008-05-15T17:50:00.003+08:00

Gosh!
Irritating XY and be irritated by her in return is SURPRISINGLY FUN :D
She was talking about her OH SO HAAAWT bf who apparently is IRISH and has an ENGINEERING DIPLOMA at the age of fifteeeeen.
And has a JOB in SUNTEC CITY as a SOUND ENGINEER (again,) at the AGE OF FIFTEEEN.
And while doing his diploma at Singapore Poly,he is also attending some neighbourhood secondary school like you and I.
AMAAAAAZING
Think of it,a boy only at the age of FIFTEEN is able to manage his time sooo efficiently.
Mymy,he must be one heck of a GENIUS.
With a diploma and EVERYTHAANG.
I'll dieee to be like him -.-
Me,Maya and Aliya were like listening and protesting at the same time on how someone could not get a diploma in SINGAPORE POLY until they actually finish up 4/5 freeeaking years of secondary school and go through that puberty phrase (heh!) called O Levels!
Isnt that how it normaaaaly flows like?
Or did they pass some new law I NEVER heard about?
She was like "Really! Really! I went and followed him to his lecture that time"
I replied "Really?I thought they don't allow visitors in their lecture hall unless permitted?"
She replied with this pro face "They do. They do! Then how you think I got in?"

-.-
Strip?
I dont know.
Could Justin be the son of some VVIP?
He's half IRISH you see
Must be drop dead gorgeous,with his glimmering greeen eyes and hunky body,oh have I mentioned he is loaded?
He brings XY around in cabs and the fare (according to her) goes as high as FIFTY DOLLARS!
I wanna meet XY lucky guy.
Oh wells,teenagers and their puberty phases are soo *scofffs*
What has come to the world people?
What really has?

I have council selection camp tomorrow although I don't really recall signing up for the camp but HELLL YEAAAA its gonna be funn cause there's SUSHI and BOOBIAN ;)
Shall not elaborate on why its fuuuuuun to have sushi around.HEH.
Now I gota redo my FUN WITH MATHS AND SCIENCE thang cause apparently bulu didn't like our proposal cause its in MY HANDWRITING lah.
Thanks bulu for making our lives very miserable.
Its bad enough we sound like gee-heeekks being one of the many groups in charge of a trail now you don't accept our NICELY WRITTEN proposal.
Fine fine,let technology do the work.
I seriously still cannot cannot cannot find the FUN in MATHS AND SCIENCE.
I wasn't born as a mathematician,sorry for the flaws babe! ;)

After that proposal thing,I have to do the class tee shirt thing and I am kinda clueless plus I do NOT have the picture cause Boobian has it

Okay I think CHHHEEEE HEEEEAAAAAANN just went online.

2008-05-14T23:46:00.004+08:00

alright.
I shouldnt be like this
I should do up a proper post :)

Alright I guess soo much that you guys have been reading people's blog on how they've done badly for Mid Years and how we have this urge to kill the teachers and how we cry in bed and reflect on our actions and our SLACK-AH attitude -.-
Fortunately people,I am SOOOOOO one of them (or you)
Do you really think I put enough effort for Mid Years?
ME,ZIHAN RUSLAN?
Well.
I am actually unsure myself
I am just thankful I didnt fail any subjects but I was just blessed with grades raging only from C5s to B3s
And no I dont think I should blame anyone for my marks except myself
(-.- see furry,maturedness!)
And actually I read a few blogs,they actually did quite well although I dont SEE WHY they think its bad.
Gosh!Compared to mine!
So hell yah,my results dont really meet my expectations or my mum's or my teachers or hady -.-
All I can do now is work really hard for end of years' and PULL up my marks like how TPK pulls up her skirt.
Seriously,how many times have you guys heard that?
No not about TPK(=;=),but the pull up for EOYs?
I bet countless.
Well,its just one of the puberty phase right?
Where teenagers simply try to do the whole motivation thing.

Darn,I am actually crapping right now cause its 12 am and I am NOT ASLEEP cause I rather do nothing that I love than doing something that I dont love .

:)
Or in richson's stupid words "STONNING"
Bitch,I am using alot of his words.
we have nothing in common we lost it all on the way home from lalaland.

Well,tomorrow is another day where we do stupid corrections and slack at the back of the class and also gossip and talk about things.
I really dont wannna go to school tomorrow.
I hate reminising the past by doing corrections and feel like a total moron.
I assume that's what CORRECTIONS for anyway.
Make you feel hopeless -.-

2008-05-14T21:36:00.003+08:00

Who have I become?
Some idiot thank you very much.
I dont know whats really wrong with me and I cant ask myself cause apparently right now my mind aint speaking.
Its your voice.
Thats HOW stupid I am right at this point of life.
Who am I kidding?
Your too good
SO why am I bothering?
Pleaseeeeeee tell me whyyyyyyyyyyyyy

And I reallyy LOVELOVELLOVE ALIYA AND MAYA
Despite the shyte they went through thanks to my glorious sunny patch mouth,
they still have not confronted :)*

Once again,I feel useless and my themes wont work and my grades are craaaaaaaap
Thank you one and all especially .....

AND GOSSIP GIRL! oh god,who dont just LOVE GG?!
Its just fucking awesome unlike my life right now which is like uurrrrgghhhhh
I am so sorry.

Thanks ;)

2008-05-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

even if you already know i hope nothing changes.
yet it lies in the hands of fate
i understand if everything changes

and aliya although i wannna kill you but i wont cause im okay and im not angry at you -.-
see that face -.-

HAHA.
im fine fine.

2008-05-11T22:28:00.005+08:00

I feel ever so useful now.
I just made a HADYMIRZA handphone theme!
I am effing proud of myself as I have not really done anything useful for the past few weeks and that includes studying for exam
-.-
For those who hates hady (Eg.RAIHANA);
I shall just give you this face -.-

You wanna see the skin,see my phone.
See how hady has enlighten my life?

:D
really i really think now is not the right time,
i dont wanna lose it because of this thus,
somethings are just meant to be kept a secret forever
HADY I LOVE YOU! :D

2008-05-10T19:36:00.006+08:00

OH MY GOD!

Well,I really really hoped you people at my partaaye had lots lots lots and tons of fun.
I must thank those who came early and apologise for the un-readiness.Really really sorry y`all.
HAHA!
Thanks for participating in the treasure hunt and stuff (:
You guys totally rocked.
I really appreciate your presence and PRESENTS hahahah.
Thanks y`all.

Athirah
Amira
Aliya
Aqilah
Atika(&bro)
Dahiyah
Darwita(&sis)
Hidayu
Shahirah
Khadijah
Nadiah
Maya
Meeta
Cikgu Abidah
Kovit
Nazri(really thank YOU and also sorry for lying hahah)
Farah
Sakinah
Steph
Syaf
and Richson
Thanks Richson for the 8 hours although I was really pissed at you for leaving early but I realize I was being stupid cause I should understand your rich-boy schedule ;)
Although I know you werent there in your heart(TALK COCK AH!),but I know you would do anything to be there a minute longer.
Thank you to MAYA,for sleeping over and cooking noodles in the middle of the night due to my HUNGRY STOMACH :D
Thank you also to Shahirah,Aliya and Darwita for something which I shall not mention in my blog :D
Thank you to the people who smashed cake on me,I really hate you but only to a certain extent.
And LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
Thanks MUMMY,NENEK,KAKAK,ABG AZIM,BIBIK,IMRAN(i dont know why though),Pak Ngah,SARAH,Fatin and Kak win ;D
Thanks for helping out especially to KAKAK,ABG AZIM and MUMMY,
Kakak - for organising,for looking hot and for the ideas and really helping out although you were tired from your flight lah (: I LOVE YOU
Abg Azim - For barbecuing stuff and sweating and help with the speakers THANK YOU SO MUCH!I LOVE YOU TOOO.
Mummy- For taking MC,cooking for the partaaaye and preparing everything.
SORRY AND THANK YOU SO MUCH! I LOVE LOVE YOU AND HAPPY MOTHER's DAY! :D oh and also allowing me to SKIP madrasah :X

Thank you all for the presents,the chocolates,the cards and the soft toys.
I LOVE IT ALLL REALLY REALLY!

Be sure to come to MY NEXT BIRTHDAY PARTAAYYYEE .
(i promise it`ll be ten times more COOLLLLERRRR than THIS)

:D

PRINCESS MAYA MENON :D

Thanks again everyone and I promise next year I`ll invite more more people and incase I missed out someone`s name please INFORM me dont start hating me aites?

:)

2008-05-06T18:28:00.006+08:00

Well,been flunking everything and helll yahh tmrw is POA PAPER ONE the first time ever I`ll be sitting for the paper and no MR NG to help.Oh this is a point of tme where you totally regret flunking POA.Can I just say its not my cup of tea?

EH,aint my blog dead?

I should should put more more pics huh?

Alright.

PHATT'S BIRTHDAY IS COMINGGGGG (:

15 May ((:

2008-05-04T01:04:00.001+08:00

YO PEOPLE ITS MY BORN DAY DAUUUGGG!\

haha.

Why dont you ask maya why I just talked like that?

HAHA!

okay okay fast post since I have to go back studying soon anyway

-;-

Thanks to

Nadiah

Ayu

Aqilaaaah(BMSS)

Aliya

Meeta

Diaaana

FurrrrryVeeWHO FINDS PINK CUTE(like wth right?)

Munn(:

Zacharyy

CyrustheWalrus

MAIsarah(hah)

Farhan

and

Richson

for the 12 midnight wishes and Richson,thanks for the speeeeech.

And ALIYA (: I LOVE YOU TOOOO YOUUU *muacks**muacks**muach*

hahaah yea,we sound like them dont we?

Im expecting more tomorrow okay?

If I dont get it,well say hi to Elvis for me okay?

Thanks you guys I really appreciate it okay (:

2008-05-03T17:32:00.000+08:00

A day to go thats correct!

HAHA!I already got my first present!:D

*geeee*

Oh please am I being called emotional when I`m actually trying to be fucking matured.Hell yah.I was but people got the wrong idea.Its okay.

Maybe now is not the time for me to have a more matured thinking (:

Do you wanna know something?

Come hear let me whisper into your ear

sometimes i wish you knew

theres something waiting for you right here

sometimes i wish i can tell you

but i know that after that wont be the same anymore

Stop telling me you might never know cause I dont think so,I KNOW SO.

After that wont be the same.

The sun wont shine anymore

and Hady just wont sing

and soon the pieces dont fit in anymore

GUESS WHAT?

HADY EATS ONIONS! cool shyte aite?

2008-05-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

Oh well,yes its that time of the day where you feel pretty fcuked up of the day`s work yet you feel very energetic at the same time.Queer huh?Well,I`m not in the mood of putting my words into the center thing.Thus,bear with me will you?Its also the point of time where I am actually suppose to be studying something really important but at the same time I feel the day have not really been satisfying.
As I like to put it,the ways of turning 15 in a few days time has really been cocked up in my brain.
16 will be in a year`s time and then theres that point of life where you really have to forget about your hormones and put your head into a game they call O'Levels.
Anyway,I believe next year will a more focus year as my hormones will not be as bad as they are now cause hormones interrupters would be gone for good and only god knows when they`ll appear in my life again.
Well,I hope everything changes as I grow.
Older.
Not really much wiser.
Oh what the heck I did put it into the center thing?
Oh better stop being too addicted into computers cause havent you heard computer keyboards have 10 times more bacteria than your regular toilet seat!
Gruesome much?

Now,wasnt the post a "matured" one?
Well,I though so too.
:)
Oh wells,nobody told me POA paper 2 is a 2 HOUR LONG PAPER man!
How will I eveeeer pass my POA,I mean I already have my maths to worry about now I have my POA.
Only god knows how I try very hard to study but thoughts of thoughts just cocks my mind up.
Alright,I think I`ll book a one way ticket to the June Holidays' remedial.

soon really soon I`ll be a matured thinker.;)

now,I really need to put my head into chemistry to impress my ever so hot teacher.
No sadly not Mr Iskandar :(
Hey! Hasnt it been ageeees since I talked about him?

2008-05-02T19:56:00.000+08:00

Its damn hard to post a post where I can rant out my feelings.
It really is.
Can I just speak my heart out without having any regrets?
No.

My birthday is coming this sunday.
4th May .
*HINT* *HINT*
Well,I hope god bless me with a more matured brain where I can always think before I do anything.Well,for you all who feel that I`m neglecting you.I am really really sorry.
And maybe one of you kind souls can give me hady`s sperm?
In a jar?
With ribbons?
I`LL THANK YOU FOR THAT.
Oh can I request a msg sent to me on the morning of my birthday pleeeassee?
If thats not too much to ask? :)
Thanks y'all!
And good luck for exams.

AND

When?
9th May 2008
Where?
Simei St4
What time?
5pm
Theme?
BRIGHT COLOURS
(like yellow/lime green and etc)

2008-04-30T20:46:00.001+08:00

English and Malay paper were just the 1st course.
I have Maths and Social Studies to go this friday.
Oh god.
Kill me now.
CAUSE apparently people just dont get me anymore.
Dont get it why I have to be friends with other people.
And I dont get it how I used them and throw them like used tissue papers with snots and everything.
Though,I`m glad there are people out there who cares.
And they understand me for who I am.
You MAY call me a faker,but I know who I really am.
And I am NURZIHAN RUSLAN.
100% pure.
I have my flaws that I admit.
Yet,I dont judge a book by its cover.
To hear you say all those things,hurt me alot.
Though I dont show it,yet I do do do love you very very very much.
And we might have out differences,but you know I`ll never ever ever ever ever ever neglect you.
You are my friend.
My Best Friend.
Yet I dont know if this is satisfying enough for you.
Nothing ever does.
Well this is stupid.
-..-
Its from friendster.
Yet it kinda hit me like that!

Oh friendster !
haha Meeta this was the one I meant ;

I sat there in English class,

I stared at the girl next to me.She was

my so-called 'best friend'. I

stared at her long, silky hair. I

wished she were mine, but she didn't

notice me like that.And I knew it.

After class she walked up to me and

asked me for the notes she had missed

the day before, and I handed them to

her.She said 'thanks' and gave me a

kiss on the cheek. I wanted to

tell her. I wanted her to know that I

don't want to be just friends. I

love her, but I'm just too shy. And I

don't know why.

11th Grade...

The phone rang. It was her on the

other end. She was in tears, mumbling

on and on about how her love had

broke her heart.

She asked me to come over because she

didn't want to be alone, so I

did. As I sat next to her on the sofa,

I stared at her soft eyes,

wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a

Drew Barrymore movie,and three bags of

chips, she decided to go to sleep. She

looked at me,said 'thanks,' and gave

me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell

her. I want her to know that I don't

want to be just friends. I love her,

but I'm just too shy.And I don't know

why.

12th Grade...

The day before prom she walked to

my locker. 'My date is sick,' she

said. He's not going to go. Well,

I didn't have a date and in 7th grade

we made a promise that if neither

of us had dates we would go together

just as 'best friends,' so we

did.

Prom night, after everything was

over,I was standing at her front door

step. I stared at her. She smiled at me

and stared at me with her crystal

eyes. I want her to be mine, but she

doesn't think of me like that,and I

know it. Then she said, 'I had

the best time,thanks!' and gave me a

kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her.

I want her to know that I don't

want to be just friends. I love her,

but I'm just too shy. And I don't know

why...

Graduation Day...

A day passed. A week passed. A

month passed. Before I could blink, it

was graduation day. I watched as

her perfect body floated like an angel

up on stage to get her diploma. I

wanted her to be mine, but she didn't

notice me like that, and I knew

it. Before everyone went home, she came

to me in her smock and hat, and

she cried as I hugged her. Then, she

lifted her head from my shoulder

and said, 'You're my best friend,

thanks!' and gave me a kiss on

the cheek. I want to tell her. I want

her to know that I don't want to be

just friends. I love her, but I'm just

too shy. And I don't know why...

A Few Years Later...

Now, I sit in the pews of the

church. She is getting married,now. I

watched her say, 'I do' and drive

off to her new life, married to

another man. I wanted her to be

mine but she didn't see me like that,

and I knew it. But before she

drove away, she came to me and

said, 'You came!' She said, 'thanks!'

and kissed me on the cheek.I want to

tell her. I want her to know that I

don't want to be just friends. I love

her, but I'm just too shy. And I

don't know why...

Funeral...

Years pass, and I looked down at

the coffin of the girl who used to be

my best friend.' At the service

they read a diary entry she had wrote

in her high school years. This is

what it read: I stare at him wishing he

were mine. But he doesn't notice

me like that, and I know it. I want to

tell him. I want him to know that

I don't want to be just friends. I

love him, but I'm just too shy, and I

don't know why. I wish he would

tell me he loved me...i wish I did

too...i thought to myself, and I

cried.

2008-04-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

Well,my last post before officially studying for exams.
Ah wells,Malay and English THIS WEEK!~
oh god please help me balance.
Oh tomorrow is another day.
Another day of school where I just doze off in class.Ah! But atlast,I MUST NOT.
I must UNDERSTAND.
Mr Ng,Please spare us no more.I am not understanding a word you`re saying.Please I beg you sir.
And then theres recess,it depends whether you come to me or ignore me the whole day like you do when you`re happy.Please don't forget me even when hell freezes.Cause it takes me forever to hate you.And I cant say I hate you,cause in the end you are the one who holds my secret.
Even though I feel like I`m being used,I guess I just have to accept that life`s like that.
Take it
Or leave it lying by the street with the homeless.
I`m gonna be 15 soon yet I still feel like I`m 5.
I want a matured mindset.
Please spare me no more.

2008-04-20T16:10:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wish that I was an angel
A fallen angel who visits your dreams
And in those dreams I'd blow you a message that says
You really want me

Sometimes I wish that I was a wrestler
A Mexican wrestler in a red vinyl mask
And I might grab you, body slam you, and maybe cause
physical harm
But when we would land
I might take pity on you
I can crack all your ribs
But I can't break your heart

You will never love me
And this I can't forgive
That you will never love me
As long as I will live

Sometimes I wish that I was a beauty
A beautiful girl who was still 21
And I'd turn your head as well as your buddies
And I could afford to play hard to get
We'd go to parties and you'd show me off
And I'd go home with someone else

You will never love me
And this I can't forgive
And it will always bug me
As long as I will live
You will never love me
Why should I even care
It's not that you're so special
You're just the cross I bear
You will never love me

Maya,its your fault I`m addicted to this song
and ALSO,its your fault I`m addicted to Chocolate Banana Cake.
And its you who pass the 'can concentrate in class' disease to me.
AYAM WATCH OUT :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO KAKAK AND ABG AZIM :D
oh gawd my older sister and her husband :D
Oh and HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY BORNDAY TO THE ONE AND ONLY LILY ALIYA ALIEN :D

20th April just rock the daylights outta you.
Cause I got new phone as an early birthday present.
And I solemnly swear to NOT (i repeat) NOTTTTTT lose my phone

:D Thank you
Swore by ;
NurzihanRuslan
On the;
20thApril2008,4.32pm

People reading are witnesses to this swear and please tag I AM WITNESS with your FULL NAME.
Thank you for your ever most cooperation :D

2008-04-17T17:52:00.000+08:00

exams nearing.
life ending.
heart breaking
dreams shattering
i am looking into life with new perspectives

the end.
ps.i dont wish you to be dead cause i realize maybe having you alive is okay.

2008-04-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

They call you Mr. Personality
because your so ugly ahaha [x2]

ya so ugly
Mr.Personality
ya so ugly [ x3]

When I look at you
I go out of my mind
It's like I'm looking
At someone's behind
You make the children scream
And baby's cry
With your crusty teeth
And your blood shot eyes

your so ugly
your dad had
to tie a pork chop around ya neck
just to get ya dog to play witchya
oooh thats ugly

hahahaha
they call you mr. personality
because ya so ugly [x2]

ya so ugly
mr.personality
ya so ugly [x3]

No matter what you wear
Your face doesn't match
I don't think you were born
You had to be hatched
Everyone you meet
Gets one hell of a scare
They can't fall asleep
Cause your a walking nightmare

your so ugly
i heard that when you were born
your doctor slapped ya mama
ahahah ohh man thats ugly

they call you mr.personality
because your so ugly [ x2 ]

ya so ugly
mr.personality
ya so ugly [x3]

you make frankenstine
look like johnny depp
and wen you cross the street
you cause a major car wreck
you asked my grandma
if she needed help with her bags
i never seen an old lady run so fast

geez look at those glasses
are those coke bottles or somethin? hahaha
is that ya face?
or did ya neck throw up something

they call you mr.personality
because your so ugly
your so ugly [x2]

ya so ugly
mr.personality
ya so ugly [x3]


To those who wanna forget your ex boyfriend or ex crushes or assholes :D
And oh yah,Mr Personality,
HAPPY BARFDAY >.<

2008-04-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.

No, no
Never will be good enough for her.

Thanks to that ayam,i`m addicted.
well,its not for her.
or any hers in particular cause OBVIOUSLY I am a girl.
Oh and obviously,yesterday incident was nothing to her.
Thus,with high high hopes she thought we`ll accept her back.
Weelllll girlfrienddd,it ain`t that easy.
Well,I am just happy you know that you are slightly different from us.
slightly.
cause in reality we`re all whores.

=X

2008-04-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

Okay . Fine.
You dont have to explain.
Neither do I have to explain my friendship with him.
Fine,
Your different.
Whoa,an outcast.
Dont feel pressurize with us innocent assholes.
Seriously.
Oh yet,we do shave our legs.
So not that innocent lah.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

Okay fine, you guys ARE friends.

ANYWAY.
I AM NOT WITH THAT PERVERT okay?
I am healthy and sensible thus I would not want a partner who is a PERVERT.
Yes.
HADY! ( im waiting for youuuuu....)

People,I hate poa.
Thank you.

I POSTED OKAY NOT SHUT UP!

2008-03-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

Dear God,Mum,KAKAK,Teachers,Hady & those who care
Im sorry.
Im sorry I failed maths.
I`m sorry.
I`m sorry I`m slacking

I`ll try harder next time I promise as I know there shall be no distractions.
Thank you.

2008-03-30T01:43:00.000+08:00

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.
Keep that in mind and go on with life.

Dont wonder who is you beholder
Cause he knows whose best for us.
Dont question his gifts.
Cause theres always something good beneath something bad
Dont blame him for your fall
Cause its you who are suppose to learn.

Wake up
Being a teenager,I am to choose my path of life.
Where am I to go?
What am I to do?
I cant simply let everything slip off my hands.
I gotta learn some responsibilities.
Let me try out new adventures
But stop me if I go overboard
I,a teenager,am not suppose to let people like you let me fall.
People like you dont deserve to be love anyway
Cause people like you only think of youself
People like you make me go crazy
People like you should be dead.

I have said my piece.Yes I am over.
You "patched" your small tiny heart again.
I am so happy for you.
And your erm friend
But if your friend wanna hate me.
well,its all said and done.
All said and done.
I dont steal.
I grab but if I`m too late well ... *shrugs*
let it be let it be

2008-03-18T21:18:00.001+08:00

Can you just pretend I have muscles instead of fats there?
ya thanks
HAHAH!
Where were we?
Oh yeas fahmi`s school.
HAHA

I like to take this opportunity to thank each and every one of my friends who have been with me through all my ups and down , my emu-ing, peeing at public places,tolerating my NOISE pollution and my molesting crap.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
And thanks for the slaps Atikah,Farah and that Tetek Berat.
Really appreciate it.
Thanks for the hugs from Aqilah and bibik Nruwulk.
*hugs*AND THEN I TOUCH YOUR BUTT!!
Thank you MEN-ON for always being ONLINE and talking crap.
Thank you Khadijah and Shahirah for being soo fun to bully.
Thank you Nadiah for burping and shouting and talking non-stop

nyetnyetmenneyte

Thank you all my other friends for making me laugh,cry,angry and all those crap.
THANK YOU MY FRIENDS!

THERE! MY speech for when I win the Oscars one day.
Thats the friends part.
I still have family.
GOD
Idols.
Crushes.
HADY - wait where does he fall to ?

:D

i am failing poa .
i am failing POA
I AM FAILING POA!

thank you for canceling xD

2008-03-15T20:17:00.000+08:00

Laugh.
I know laugh.
That solves everything.
Yes I see now,I`ve change.Then again,everybody`s changing.
I`m crying over stupid things and aliya calls it "EMO"
-.-
THANKS NADIAH YOU PASSED IT TO ME!

Actually its all because of you.(NOT you nadiah so shut up and stop talking to yourself again)
You.
Yep you.
laugh they say LAUGH.
Thanks for making and breaking and making again,its SOOO DUPER NICE to hear you making up again.
oh mushy mushy love.
random people have been coming up to me and telling me the wonderful news and expecting me to smile with them.
okay i smiled.
then you say your friends?
how can lah ?
friends are like phoebe and joey.
they are friends.
Ross and Rachel.
HAH , they had history and still do but nah they are not friends they are MORE!

so if you wanna lie,go lie to some geylang st 11 blonde cheena pooper with fake boob + fake brain.
they look at you and say "aiyooo.waste time tell me!I also dunno what you talking?what thing you want ah?you wanna get down to business must pay hor!I not free okey?You nake chee***!"

or you can just lie down at the geylang street and look at the stars.

i may be 3/4 but i`m not dumb,3/4 is not dumb.

thank you. thats the end of my speech

2008-03-02T15:07:00.000+08:00

Im taller than my brother.
Well,at least a few cm but still for a 24 year old guy his kinda short compared to me a 15 year old fat girl.
Still,he`s short okay?
hahahahaha.
Bangla,if your reading this dont swear at me and call me names cause its the fact.
Short-aye.

:D
yay! sisters taking over brothers right farah ?
I still wanna watch Juno or The Leap Years or PS. I love you.

I wonder I`ll do anything for you.Lend a listening ear if you need one.Be a great friend.
Yet I wonder.Really wonder.
Would you do the same?
I guess so too,so why did I even care for you?
Once again,I am nothing and shall be nothing but she`ll be everything wont she?
I know they hate me no matter what people say.
Its very obvious.
hate me or love me its still a obsession isnt it?

:D

2008-02-28T23:06:00.001+08:00

my brother is sick and he was crying cause he`s tooth hurts also.
at first I was laughing but then I realized that it must hurt alot.
Sorry bangla.

i couldnt stand to the conversation , i had to leave .
Im sorry.

and nurwul and farah and atikah ,
im not emo.
the scars mean nothing its just affection.
and how stupid i was.
thanks for being the greatest.

for now hady please enlighten me,

2008-02-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

maisul your golden ticket for a $5 note from me !
hahaha since you dont read takpe lah i`ll post it here again .

okay sugguh kebabian but still its $5 okay ? hahhahahahahahahahahahah

im not coming to school tmrw !
:D

2008-02-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

I skipped school today cause I was sick thanks to some bangla brother,who was sick.Thus, his smelly germs flew to me cause his germs despise my clean and obedient germs.
Okay ITS TRUE !
:D
Nobody missed me seh .
Not even that infamous LILY ALIYA!
assholes.
Its okay though , I mean I know HADY would miss me if I was sick.So you people dont bring me down! HAHA!
Alright zihan is lame. Whats new right?
of course I love each and every of my ~~fans~~ FRIENDS!
Okay too much right ?
HAHA!
While people were busy in SCHOOL , I was at home doing nothing but sleep and eat and NOT TO FORGET watch the daily craptoons.
Just slacked as always.
Oh and I had 5 naps okay?
5 freaking naps
Lets see,I woke up at 9 and watched kids central/cartoon network and since the cartoons were crap(basically for kids with no teeth kinda thing) I fell asleep .
Woke up at 12 and had lunch :D
After lunch watched TV again but this time it was SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS! :D
Sadly,I fell asleep watching it.
-.-
Woke up at 3 and FINALLY took a shower.After a nice cooling shower,I decided to read HEARTLAND but somehow I fell asleep and woke up at some point of time cause Maya called me.
Then,fell back to sleep.
Woke up at 6 something and went online .
6 plus, jengjengjeng I FELL ASLEEP!
HAHA!
I woke up at 7 plus and my mum brought me to the doctor.

:D
I slept like a pig.
Like literally like a pig or boar or babihutan.

Gosh this post is such an immature one.
Oh and maisul if you want clues to winning $5 from me.
Read my blog . HAHA.

Slowly but not easily I`ll give you clues .
Ala, like you read my blog like that .
So maisul,bye bye 5 dollars!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2008-02-24T17:57:00.001+08:00

i love you hady :P

LOL people! LaughOutLoud!
Gosh dont you just love this hottie hady?DONT YA?!

Oh and PHATT the cat is well!

Theres more from where these came from yet I`m too lazy.Well whats new right?
Gosh my blog sooooo dead ! CAN SOMEONE PLEASE READ IT AND LAUGH YOUR PANTS OUT?
oh and
Jack and Jill went up the hill
To fetch a pail of water
Jack fell down and broke his crown and shouted
"Omg! We`re gonna die and I`m wearing grandmama`s underwear! Oh deardear me !"
And Jill came tumbling after.

:D
random random lah

2008-02-24T17:57:00.000+08:00

i love you hady :P

LOL people! LaughOutLoud!
Gosh dont you just love this hottie hady?DONT YA?!

Oh and PHATT the cat is well!

2008-02-22T17:46:00.000+08:00

camwhore pictures with FARAH AMIRA the dudu birth
:D
BYE!~

2008-02-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

Can I just say "SIMPLE PLAN`s ALBUM IS OUT!" ?
yay!
buy okay?
they hot .
like hady.
I know you people would go "Gosh! She is so immature!"
So today I`ll try to give you a meaningful post.
Have you guys watched the Grammys this year?Where Amy Winehouse won but couldnt make it cause her request for Visa was turned down by the U.S Embassy.Yet,she won 5 awards but couldnt be there.Okay well,its not about her but the performers there.
One of the extraordinary performance was from Kanye West!His first performance was 'Stronger', it was soooo cool but it was dedicated to his late mother who died last year.It brought many to tears.(;P).To top it all off,he took home four awards for best rap album, best rap solo performance for "Stronger," and best rap performance for "Southside" with Common and best rap/sung collaboration for "Good Life" with T-Pain!
I love good life.
hahahahaha
okay i tried to make a meaningful post yet i failed.
oh ! I finally understand POA but I fail to understand the next chapter.
So minus plus.
Cheerleading is FUN but I know some hate me due to last year`s incident which was STUPID.
Come on lah . move on can?

Shahidah knows my secret
Whats new right?
Its spreading viciously/

2008-02-08T14:28:00.000+08:00

I dont know if i should say this but I think its the right thing to do .
Why should I *like* him when he IS STILL MADLY IN LOVE WITH his ex.
syabas.
i mean yay!
so yay! he still love his ex and his EX should know that she is pretty lucky lah .
and ya.
so .
yahhhhh..

hahahah love ?
hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha
no im not laughing, im hallucinating i think.
think im psycho?
you should see nurwul aka BIBIK .
hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahaha
still not laughing.
just ya.

and I`m sorry if I acted kinda psycho when I received the prize for the Mascot thing.
its a big deal.
YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT FELT TO RECEIVE PRIZE FROM THE VICE PRINCIPAL YOU KNOW THAT!
its *sniffsniff* lovely.

so yah , i dont like him , cause its no point cause he still likes (I MEAN LOVE) his ex .
only i think his ex dont know.
and hady is hot
and hot is equals to hady
and i could go on ,
but nobody read this damn thing .

GONG XI FA CAI !
happy year of tikus !
TO each and every chinese friends of mine!
hangboa give me hor!

2008-01-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

credits to diana for this pic lah :D
your asian idol celebrates his birthday today ! :D
28 January .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HADY MIRZA !
May your name go down in history , and marry me !
Wtf .
Wishing him all the best for his World Tour and 2nd album ! :D
Good Luck HADY!
No matter what they say , you know we ,Hapyhadys, are always behind you and supporting you all the way.
Without you there`ll be no HapyHadys right?
I know words dont bring you down , and thats what I admire about you.
Despite the fact you made it big, you`re still as humble as ever!
Hady Mirza , your Asian Idol! :D
I know some Asians still cannot accept the fact that you`re the Asian Idol yet we still can and always will!
Thank you for showing to whole of Asia (maybe not whole) that despite our size we still achieved something big!
:D
See you this SATURDAY!
(thanks to you,i`m skipping MADRASAH OKAY ?!)
28th birthday, still young babey!
Still young.
Happy Birthday once again
(too bad I didnt stalk you!:p)

2008-01-26T20:47:00.000+08:00

HADY MIRZA`S BIRTHDAY IS COMING BABEY!
this coming MONDAY!
28 JANUARY

Lets wake up on 28ofJAN and flunked school !
we can rush to hady`s house and sing him a BIRTHDAY SONG OKAY OKAY?
its a surprise no other idol got .
:P
(well,i think)

HADYWELOVEYOUSOMUCHHHYYYMOUCHHH.
28 still young! STILL YOUNG OKAY !!
shut up you anti takde kerja lain except criticizing hady ,must be a JOY for you right?
cause you feel that you`re too ugly to even step out of your house.
oh how sad ?

ya ya wtv.

my couch was hot.
:D
youknowwhoright?
mr biceps do come back . we miss you tons (well,atleast me !) heh.

2008-01-24T19:54:00.000+08:00

Just now I stayed back after my embarrassing *being MC of the day crap*
So what if they jeered ( well i think they did :D) ?
Then waited for the O level results!
okay some cried and others did well .
But those who cried actually to me has quite good marks TOO!
Made me realize HOW important maths is.

Better buck up bongkets!

and guess who has been growing his biceps?
no , its not mr iskandar! :D
You make me wanna drop You're so ridiculous I can barely stop I can hardly breathe You make me wanna scream You're so fabulous,

YOU ARE HYRUL ANUAR !!
damn , growing biceps are hot okay ?
and again our picture , i look fugly and stupid.
Damn i can never look nice in pictures with him. either my nose is too big or my body is just erghh..

okay dont got puking at my face !

Damn i know i look gross but thank god its a picture lah xD
I can say that Fiza is pro taking pic with hyrul loh ! hahahahaha . she always looks good ;)

i know you guys are sick and tired of me talking about hady .
thus, i made a change .
HYRUL BABEY!
anyway , hyrul wont read my blog thus he wont know what kind of crap I write about him AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

oh i talked to indra finallllyyy but he wont tell me his points lah .
so takpe .
another guy maybe.
next year
the one with that butt ,
he better tell me his points!

2008-01-23T18:08:00.000+08:00

Mr Tan made us watch this movie titled 'Earthquake'
I wont tell you what its about cause I am lazy :D
So I`ll just copy and paste from a website;

A nuclear power plant in the Russian countryside is threatened when a powerful earthquake starts a series of fires around the plant's core. Realizing the resulting meltdown will cause an explosion more devastating than an atomic bomb, engineer Josh (Fintan McKeown) races against time to save not only the plant, but also his wife and children, who are trapped in a nearby subway tunnel. Andrew Lee Potts, Patrick Dreikauss and Lydie Denier also star.

Anyway theres this HOT DUDE playing DYLAN and DAMN is he hot or what!
Sadly though,Google doesnt have his pics!
BUT THEY HAVE HADY`S!!!!!

he so fair :D
HADY I'M TAN !!!!!! PICK ME !!!!!!
his birthday is coming soon in another 5 more days!
five more fcking days!
The Government should make Hady`s birthday a HOLIDAY for his fans cause he MADE singapore PROUD okay?
AND TAUFIK ALSO!
tsktsk.
talent people!
TALENT!
oh get the latest issue of MANJA !~
Hady is the Cover Story lah sey!~
and Hady is hot!
:D
:D
:D

HADY WHOOHOOOOOOOO!!
its called hady fever.
shake those bonanas baeba!

HADY MIRZA!!!!!~

and yes i hate her with ALL my heart, wanna fight? come ah! I poke you breast with pin probably it burst with only air shoozzzinng out. no-breast much?

HADY!
HADY!
HADY!
HADY!

2008-01-22T23:08:00.001+08:00

Oh god !
Lily Allen had a miscarriage!!
poor babe!
She was really looking forward to the lifeform she will be bringing to the world.
I dont think she deserve this.
But who am I to say?
Try again maybe?

2008-01-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

Phatt Bastard A.K.A Bulu Ketiak

He is the only one who understands me and never gets angry with me, despite the fact that I always bully him.
Such a forgiving soul.

HADY IS HOT !
OMG!~
his bdae is NEXT WEEK! :D
27 year old HADY!
STILLL YOUNG OKAY!
another 3 years , he`ll be 30 !!
so young lah tu.

HADY!
HADY!

HADY!

HADY!

anyway , hady is hot AND he likes tan girls with long hair! :D
he doesnt like fair girls!
YAY!
im kinda tan and my hair is EXCEPTIONALLY long right ?
heh!
HADY PICK ME !
HADY PICK ME!
IM PURE MALAY!
:D
yay!
and MnM(diff from FARAH!)`s butt is hot!
i just realized that!!!
:D

2008-01-20T17:26:00.001+08:00

went to Johor yesterday and ate like nobody`s business.
then i saw :D
and no its not M .
haha.

i kept it cool i think didnt go crazy .
for the first time in my history of being a lunatic .
whatever he may think, i know i did my best not to be crazy.
and i`m proud of me self.
he also couldn't be bothered with my existence.

one advice dude,you`re smart continue your studies instead.

sinaran hati was good.
got all angry for awhile after the show cause people dont see that you`re just as important as they are.
yet , they still love themselves.
i mean , whats the point of being in that club when you cant even be WITH the club ?
what is soooo special about them?
ehh i have been with the club for god-knows how many donkey years and this is how we got treated?
thanks now i know how a donkey I have been for the past years listening to their orders!
just because i`m under 18 and they are like whooooAaaaa! huge booobs and everything.
im still very pissed with the way i was treated .
i dont expect them to kiss my tits or something.
just make me feel belong?
SUSAH SANGAT KE???
nevermind to them . who am i to them?
some worthless piece of crap i suppose who is stupid and shouldnt be treated a club member.
god knows how i can still tolerate being a piece of shit.

sorry but I am really pissed and I need to rant out my feelings, if you dont let me then fly off.
my blog. i dont regret.
it has got nothing to do with Sinaran Hati.

8 more days to HADY`S BIRTHDAY Y`ALL!
and stop comparing him with taufik.

2008-01-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

So is that how ?
If I come back late and night one day , you`ll accused blindly that I slept with some guy ?
Thanks for predicting my future.

:(

2008-01-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

i achieved something i never thought i`ll ever achieve lah !
i talked to :D
i have never talked to :D
oh :D

im having beejeevies

2008-01-11T17:10:00.000+08:00

the call :D

I failed maths test and I`m failing it again!
POA brings me to sleep
I cant stay awake in class for at least 5 minutes.
I am not losing weight

like wth ,

okay anyway I seriously cant be bothered to update my blog and I bet you guys cant be bothered to read anyway!

Yesterday`s CCA fair was fun.
Shouting and screaming and shouting again
Oh and theres that performance which WOW-ed nobody.
And seeing *you-know-who* back in school for like 3 hours was pain .
Cause I have to smile first then you smile ?
And I dont like Mmmm.
OKAY?

i have HADY to think about day and night :D

2008-01-02T19:34:00.000+08:00

oh oh watch this! ITS HADY Y'ALL!!
and you`ll see him blowing the kiss that melted hahhahahahaha.
get it?
no ?

2008-01-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

okay its the FIRST day of school and I already have homework to finish!
and ALL the teachers love the word punctuality
tsk.
and i fell asleep during POA cause the teacher is BOOORRRIIIINNNNGGGG!
oh where , oh where has Mr Iskandar gone too ?

:D
i miss hakim and syafiq and ardy hahaha.
stupid assholes.
let 3/4 rock !

2007-12-30T12:34:00.000+08:00

I cant believe Man U lost to West Ham !
Cristiano Ronaldo i thought you have the world under your feet?!
WHERE DID IT GO ?
okay since when am I football rookie ?
since I watched the game with my brother and he cried.
I have never seen my (macho?) brother cry for a football game!
guys and football can turn into an emotional thing.
:P
whatever.
Geog almost done.
Sci soon I`ll think of something
Malay PASTING TIME!
heh, anybody wanna come and watch countdown at Punggol with me ?
PLEASEEEEE???

2007-12-27T02:25:00.000+08:00

It gets me so jealous when I read you guys' blogs and you have finished your homework!
darn it.
~~Maths~~
Science
~~English~~
Malay
~~Geog~~raphy

I dont even know how to plan out for Science and for Malay I need more paper.
Geog , I left presentation.
SCIENCE is sooooo hard. :(

2007-12-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

This girl was shouting at her boyfriend cause she found out he has a scandal or whatever.She was practically screaming her head off at that dude.And in the comments from youtube people were actually saying she is stupid screaming like that and is dropping her dignity and stuff . I mean come on people , the girl found out that her boyfriend had a scandal behind her back THROUGH THE PHONE! Who wouldn't go berserk ?
Seriously, SOME guys are TOTAL jerks! How could they have a heart to break their gf`s heart by having a scandal behind the girl`s back?
Knowing the girl is totally madly in love with him and would do ANYTHING to get the same kind of love back .
But sometimes is the opposite way, the girl has a scandal behind the guys' back .
oh god , what is the world coming in to?
Poor girl and I bet her friend is completely embarrassed .
And this guy(!) was taking the video without them noticing! And the people were like calmly sitting pretending they were deaf or something.
Asian what!
Totally calm and cool .
(the girl has her reasons :D)

oh oh Jamie Lynn Spears is PREGNANT ! and shes like 16 .
oh god .
oh goody now the whole family is totally ruin.
poor britney .
lost her child and now found out her sister`s pregnant through the media !

2007-12-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

why the hell did i privatize my blog?
THANK GOD Fiza told me !
thank you hot stuff!:DD
I was in yesterday`s berita harian page 11!
I was one of the those Hady`s fans shouting at the airport !! :D
yay! famous famous!
god , overreacting much?
yes !
oh have time fly!
next week is last week of HOLIDAYS!
i am NOT ready !

okay , i have had ENOUGH of this!
oh and some people are not satisfied with Singapore,HADY MIRZA`s win! seriously , you have to move on! HADY WON ! it has been 3 days since ASIAN IDOL .
MOVE ON WITH LIFE PEOPLE !
dont you guys have better things to do like (oh-i-dunno) work to earn a living ?
hady wasnt the BEST singer that night but ACTUALLY there werent ANY best singers .
they were all equally good with their own unique style .
Mike was over-confident . ( YOU CAN TELL!) and even my indon friend from Balikpapan thinks he`s lame!
Mau and Jac were practically shouting and screaming their lungs.
God , it was nice but havent we heard that a MILLION times from Beyonce , Jennifer Hudson and basically American Singers .
and the title was supposed to be called " ASIAN IDOL "
Hady was calm , relax and cool .
He was , a matter of fact , an ASIAN.
Hady was the only true ASIAN .
The lepak ASIAN .

This is my opinion , dont argue .
I seriously had enough of people being "not satisfied" .
Well , hey ! Life is unfair at times .

Like Hady/Ken said ;
"Its not for Singapore only but also to the whole of ASIA"

Evryone wins

:D

2007-12-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

To all the suckers who wont believe me when I said "HADY WILL WIN" !!! :D
(no offense) IN YOUR FACE !!!! :D

Presenting Hady Mirza , your one and only(and first) , ASIAN IDOL !
Hady you made SINGAPORE VERY PROUD !
we may be a tiny tit in the world map but we have BIG VOICES people ! :D
screw the judges whom said bowling ball dude will win !
HADY your task now is to proved people wrong when they say you only have a pretty face ;
fuck them and SHOW YOUR REAL TALENTS !

till you get back ; WE LOVE YOU ! :D

mau , you were superb nevertheless mam !

HADYhadyHADYhadyHADYhadyHADYhadyHADYhadyHADY !!

ole !!~

2007-12-16T15:37:00.000+08:00

its so sad .
I felt like banging my head on the wall !
WHY THAT SONG ?!
fcuk .
you know asia , hady may have sound weak in the yesterday but his voice is actually superb !
he choose the wrong song .
actually he was the only one singing song that werent "safe" the rest were practically singing songs that are sing-along .
songs that anybody can sing .
hady could have choosen those songs but he wanted something different but he just didnt ace it.
even if he didnt win , i`m sure Singapore is still proud of him ! :D
i will eventually even though some people keep saying he sucks .
well , at least he is representing Singapore while you are doing what ?

for now i`m rooting for Philippines too , her voice is strong !
real strong unlike jac and mike i suppose .
i dunoo , i`m a gundoo fan dont kill me .

HADY :D still , you rock lah eh , even if people disagrees with me .
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalallalalala

2007-12-14T12:05:00.000+08:00

guess what ?
I have braces! yay!
:D
ITS PURPLE !
its beautiful *sniff*
It only has been 4 days and it kinda hurts when I chew thus I`m on a liquid diet .
Everything I eat are soft or liquid only (porridge , soup and etc) as if I have no teeth .
Sad but I guess its worth it though I miss MEAT and VEGGIES !
haha .
wanna see?(ahem,mind the nose)

You cant really see the purple color BUT IT IS PURPLE !! :D
and my teeth is yellow .
like a rat`s . :D
enjoy while I finish up my English homework

2007-12-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

Seriously , I tried very hard .
Dont turn around and say I didnt try hard enough ?
What was I suppose to do ?
Beg and kill myself then you come ?

I bet you're having the time of your life right now while I mourn over whatever .

Life , can you ever not give me problems for atleast ONE MONTH.
please huh ?

2007-12-08T14:55:00.000+08:00

No pressure, says Hady

November 21, 2007, 1:53pm

He could be the first Asian Idol, but Hady is thinking about ayam penyet.

Text and Audio: Juliana June Rasul

“We have a lot of ayam penyet here, but man, the one there is totally different!” gushed Hady over the phone
recently.

Ayam penyet, for the uninitiated, is a relatively simple – though one might say powderful – Indonesian dish directly translated as ‘smashed chicken’, served with some smashing sambal.

Having been to Jakarta more than once, Hady knowingly tells us that the sambal there has no peers among the sambal we find locally.

But enough about food. There are more pressing issues at hand. The first ever Asian Idol is set to premiere in three weeks, and before he jets off to represent our tiny island in the face of competitors with 234 million supporters (Indonesia) or – frighteningly enough – one billion supporters (India), we caught him over the phone to talk about his prep for the competition, and what he thinks his chances are.

Asian Idol will see six performers from the countries already mentioned, as well as Malaysia and the Philippines. There is only one performance show, on Dec 15, followed by a results show the day after.

The winner is chosen through SMS votes. Since the home countries of each contestant have differing populations, votes will be counted in percentage ratios, instead of real number count.

To make one valid vote, you have to vote for contestants from two different countries. This is to ensure fairness.

Along with all these differences, Asian Idol will also be broadcast to the region, with more than a billion viewers possibly tuning in.

How does Hady feel about that?

“It will be like going through everything (in Idol) all over again, but on a bigger stage,” said Hady. That’s the reason why he’s both terribly excited but also nervous.

Taken from :
http://5.mediacorptv.sg/wassup/interviews/view/964/1/.html

Asian Idol consists of 6 idols from Malaysia , Singapore , Vietnam , Philippine , Indonesia , India .
They are all predicting its gonna be the Philippine Idol but I really really pray HARD that Hady shows them otherwise !
Please do your very best , no matter what Singapore is STILL very proud of you .
:D
Catch the performances on these dates ;
Fri, Dec 14: Road to Asian Idol
Sat, Dec 15: Asian Idol Performance Show
Sun, Dec 16: Asian Idol Results Show (LIVE!)

2007-12-08T02:06:00.000+08:00

shouldnt have EVEN fcuking bothered .
all i got was silence .
fcuk lah .
i cared.
truly .
all the best whatever .

2007-12-08T01:29:00.000+08:00

to all (Kak Fiza , Kak Minah Tj , Kak SV , Kak Wana and Kak Aishah)

truldy deeply sorry .
you guys were nice and gila and very cool .
I felt kinda uneasy cause you guys are like super tight kinda thing .
I hope that post didnt make you guys hate me .
sorry .

please continue your gila-ness . its fun to watch :D

soorrryy please dont feel bad or whatsoever .

hyrul . if you dare stop singing I SWEAR i`ll protest at mediacorp !
I dont care i`ll die or whatever .
YOU CANNOT STOP NO MATTER WHAT!

2007-12-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

2/5 reunion CHANGED !

DATE : 9 DECEMBER
DAY : SUNDAY
VENUE: EAST COAST PARK
TIME : 2pm

2007-12-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

Due to peer pressure .

I WANT PSP !

Fuck lah fattah ! I`ll kill him that next time we see each other !

End of Teens Alive .
Never felt so relieved ! Damn , i was super duper bored in there !
The last I could recall , I really enjoyed myself !
Now is so bah .
No hot guys for today .
:D

2007-12-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

Here is a video by Natasha Bedingfield ; Soulmate

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
how do I find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

This saturday is 2/5 reunion . 2/5 only !
(paham tak ? dua - lima)
venue: east coast park
time: 2pm
dress code: beach casual ! :D

to whoever is not 2/5 dont call up khadijah and scold her .
thank you for understanding :D
2/5 please come and have the time of your life !!

2007-12-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

tut isola muto .
its in italian !
i can say about someone without that person understanding what i am saying !
:D

2007-12-04T18:17:00.000+08:00

from choir to teens alive .
:D
hehe .
okay the guy's name is Duncan James .
Born in April 7, 1978 in (Salisbury, Wiltshire, England) was a singer in the boy band Blue. He is now a solo artist, sometime actor and presenter.
(wikipedia)

okay next hot guy in my list !

Enrique Miguel Iglesias Preysler (born on May 8, 1975, in Madrid, Spain) is a singer/songwriter of Filipino and European ancestry. {wikipedia}

Daniel Jacob Radcliffe^[1] (born 23 July 1989)^[2] is a British film, television and stage actor. He is best known for playing school-aged wizard Harry Potter in each of the first five films based on the best-selling Harry Potter book series, and will also appear in the final two films of that series.^[3]

NOW .

Pulling your hair was fun
Ignoring you is hard
Emo isnt cool
So get over it fool .

I am over him ! I know so

haha nabila admitted she likes duck dude !

2007-12-03T17:19:00.000+08:00

Today I had Teens Alive again ,
this round was pretty boring cause I feel that with lesser people we could talk easily and the new ustazah was like erm , boring .
:(
cant be a radio deejay they say , looking for new dreams . hurmph .

now there are more cause theres mix from the Darul Ihsan or something like that .
Nice people .

funny when your called a dick but when you look down there the dick is gone .
oh where did my dick go ?
come back hairy dick .
people are calling out to you !

orang islam tidak boleh menghina orang islam . oleh kerana itu , saya harus mendiamkan diri dan hanya berdoa agar semua ni akan berakhir . amin .

omg.
his HOT !
yet all i can do is stare him from across the room !:(
omg
you ARE hot !
only i cant touch you yet i can feel your presence near !
omg
i am lame .
i know you have her but atleast look up and say hi !
omg
i am bah-shit !
i`ll never have you cause you have her in your mind and life .
omg .
shes small !
oh dear , too cute to be true .

maybe thats what your looking for .
small . tiny . adorable
a.k.a minnie mouse .

Wednesday marks the end of us meeting .
I bid you farewell may she bring you all the cuteness your asking for .

fuck baby face.
fuck cuteness.
fuck sec 1s (not all lah )

maybe all i need is him .
HAHA !
next post i promise .

2007-12-01T09:36:00.000+08:00

okay .
I have just watched this I WANNA BE FAMOUS on MTV where stupid guys and girls wanna look like celebrities !
Thus , they go through anything to look like their favorite celeb and thats like plastic surgery and all that jazz .
So I have watched two episodes and got grossed out !
One was about this girl who wants to look like BRITNEY SPEARS !
What she wants to do is ;

BOOB JOB
NOSE JOB
BOTOX(i thing)

JUST TO LOOK LIKE BRITNEY !
Not only that she went to take pole dancing lessons to be a striper in a night club !
TO LOOK LIKE BRITNEY !
They showed how the surgeons do all this plastic surgery ! Like a boob job for example , they cut off the nipples and stuffed silicon or whatever through that NIPPLE !
I`ll die screaming of PAIN .
Then the nose , they poked their hands up her nose and made the nose hole BIGGER and then stuffed tubes up it and reshaped the nose .
ew .
The botox I couldn't bear to watch .
It took her 6 weeks to heal !
Stupid blonde .
Then they showed this another girl who also wanted to look like Britney and went through plastic surgery and did her boobs .
For a month it went well but after that her boobs were SUPER soar and thus the doctor took it out and she WAS boob-less !!
Totally no boobs .
After so , she went to put it back !
The next morning , she felt better but when she looked into the mirror she realized that her left boob was smaller than her RIGHT !
And the doctor had to do more readjustments !!
omg , clearly all this surgery cost more than a GUCCI bag !
In and out of the surgery room !

So back to that other girl , she still went through the surgery and made her boobs SUPER LARGE .
probably before , her breast was like a C-cup but NOW , its more like a Z-cup or something !
ew.ew
After getting her boobs and stuff , she went to pole dancing and got a fcuking certificate for it .
Then , one night she drove to the strip club .
But she must realize shes been a total WHORE and TOTAL DUMB , she drove back home .
BUT NOW , shes making a port folio to be a model in PLAYBOY !
What the hell is wrong with this blonde ?
What is the media turning people into ?
tsk .
oh anyway , i wanna see my celeb lookalike HAHA .

I look NOTHING like them , they're like Jap and Korean people !
haha .
omg now , I wanna go through plastic surgery !
BOOHOO what a peer pressure.
omg , i found a SUPER hot guy .

MATT DALLAS !
THANKS ALIYA !!
haha.

*faints*

2007-11-28T19:32:00.000+08:00

Last day of Teens Alive came and went just like in a snap of moment .
1 moment I was trying very hard to wake up .
The next we were saying goodbye .
fcuk , time flies !
Next thing you know it , you`ll be at my wedding with *ahem**ahem*
only god knows .
thus people, indulge in life .
Yesterday night had a VERY fun conversation with Faris . He suck but he is sure fun to kill .
I am planning to make a comic or something like that .
and DAMN , while I was singing my heart out the rain falls .
and Fattah was like "You see lah , Zihan!"
thanks for ATLEAST saying something to me dude .
Okay yay ! Lets dance naked on the DANCE FLOOR babey .
:D
I miss Aliya after hearing TONS of Lily Allen .
I miss Atika and her lazy-ness .
I miss Shahirah and her very cool expressions.
I miss Nadiah and her LOUDLOUDLOUD burps.
I miss Khadijah and her slenger-ness .
I miss Maya for her open mindedness .
I miss Meeta and her "KAKAK" thang .

cut it short ; I MISS SCHOOL !
I miss all {okay maybe NOT ALL} the hot guys in school who probably graduated and are living life as they should .
:(

and have I ever told you how HOT hyrul is right now .
no ?
damn me .
:S

DO YOU RECOGNISE THAT FCUKING GIRL IN RED ? damn i was soo dumb .

2007-11-28T00:45:00.000+08:00

Okay I wish life wouldnt bring me here but it did .
Mother HAD to bring me back to Teens Alive !
And then I meet HALF of the Teens Alive people , the rest who were supposed to come werent there .
So there were like 8 people .
4 girls & 4 boys .
Its only a 3 day course so later would be my LAST day there .
I wouldnt want my past to haunt me back would I ?
Nabilah and her sister , Hidayah and her 2nd SISTER , Nadirah .
WE HAVE LOADS OF FUN making fun of each other though . HAHA !
And theres Fattah , Imran and Hakim and Asyraf .
So THATS ALL .
Pathetic .
Fattah like wouldnt talk to us anymore .
I mean if we talk was due to ustazahs forcing us to do discussions and all that jazz .
Whatever .

I dont think media is being fair .
HE IS THE JUARA , but only 2 years ago .
Its not like he is talentless or something .
Its not like he has no X-factor or whatever .
Why in the world isn't he producing an album ?
I dont get it .
IS HE NOT MAT ENOUGH to be a malay singer ?
Portrait a MAT to represent a MALAY singer huh ?
oh like Bugs Bunny Tooth over there !
OH HIS PERFECT !
:{
The contract said "ALBUM" I suppose .
But nothing was agreed fully .
Pity dude .
Whats the use of all these talent shows when talent is taken over by looks ?

whatever .
pissed with everything .
and fcuk , I spent my afternoon to move my bed and redecorate my room and mother thinks the POSTERS are obscene !
ITS NOT LIKE THE POSTERS ARE ABOUT SATAN or something !
ITS TAUFIK for crying out loud !
I LIKE MY ROOM AND YOU CAN`T TOUCH IT !

piss off people .
watch that drama queen .

2007-11-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

alright still .
Went to Roslan`s birthday dinner with Farah . :D
Lucky she was there , or not I`ll be like a total dimwit cause no one really talked to me and thus, I felt left out .
:(
maybe cause I cant really find the time to support the hot people
or
maybe being too idiotic and lame .
or
I just have a FCUK attitude .
SO MUST CHANGE FCUK ATTITUDE .
A new year resolution .
atleast i`m not like her bragging about how her breast got sucked up by her OH-SUNNGUH-FAMOUS cousin !
AND NO ITS NOT DARWITA ! sheessh .
:(

truly deeply sorry .
to the yesterday fans (Kak Fiza , Kak wana , Kak Jamilah , Kak Aishah , Kak SV and many more who hates me I assume ) ,
Sorry for my very crap attitude that I didnt really notice .
:(
I doubt they read my blog anyway .

ANYWAY LETS NOW TALK ABOUT MY LOVE TO ROSLAN !
haha .
not my dad whom is RUSLAN
may daddy rest in peace . insyallah
i hope your happy watching me from there daddy .
and boy , have I grown since you saw me .
OKAY , he wont read my blog I suppose .
he can feel me wheeeeeee !~

ANYWAY !
ROSLAN !
I love love love his funny funny attitude .
And he is SO SO HOT !
okay HOW many times have you seen or heard or read " HE SO HOT " by me ?
Probably like a gazillion !
Anyway , whenever we took a group photo he will make stupid , nonsensical jokes about the person who took for us .
AND HIS REASON ; so that the picture would turn out nice cause of us LAUGHING .
in love lalalallalala.
He LET me and FARAH touch his muscles .
:D
I am SOOO not kidding !
he did! he did !
Farah didnt dare .
AS USUAL .
But she did thought of what would happen if she accidentally grabbed his butt .
And due to my LOUD voice , he heard what I was saying and he was like " Thats SO OBSCENE " oh , that was also how I was given the permission to touch his muscles .
:D
PROUD !
i could brag all day but you know 'CHOP-CHOP' time flies.
though breast bragger there had ALLL HER TIME TO BRAG
She must be SOO proud of herself .
Anyway about finding him a present details , please proceed to FARAHAMIRA`s blog Until now I still feel like I`m flying on a cloud .
XD

I am very full of crap nowdays .
Feels great though .
I have no idea when is extra choir sessions starting !
I think it has already started !
DAMN !
PLEASE CHOIR PEOPLE CONTACT ME !
:(
I lost the list of dates .
bad geisha ! bad bad geisha !
until then roslan ,
i cant get enough of your lalalala.

ALIYA AND NADIAH finalllyyyy have a blog !
haha welcome peeps .
:D

2007-11-22T10:00:00.000+08:00

HAHA !
I`m back from BALI and it was superb sekali!
The surfers there were soo hot and bicepy !!
They have more biceps than Mr Iskandar actually !
And there was this indo surfer boy , i assume his 17 or so , HE WAS SOO HOT TOOO!!~
OMG !~
and i think his loaded cause his mum was very tai-tai(ish) !
she just sit at the breakfast table in the hotel and smoke her way to death,I suppose, while her son goes surfing at the opposite beach !
:D
so hot with his click-five-hairdo !
We stayed in Hard Rock Hotel which was soooooo nice and the rooms were huge with sceneries of the beach or the swimming pool or the kampung behind the hotel !
over there time flies VERY quickly !
around 5 a.m it looks as if it was 7 or 8 a.m YET our timing and theirs are THE SAME!
Then when its 6 plus in the evening , it looks like 7.30 or so .
and the shopping there is more or less the same as Singapore , so I did not buy lots of stuff cause I rather buy in Singapore where the CHRISTMAS SALE is COMING!!
but it probably be next month ,
:(
sadly ,
but never to be too sad ,
heres some holiday photos !
:D

2007-11-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

Whatever lah .
Why signed off after saying that I'm a BAD FRIEND ?
Got no balls ?
Wait , your not a guy anyway .
Come on lah . You wanna talk , lets talk ! Don`t block someone !
Whoa ! you must feel totally brave after saying I`m such a bad friend ?
BooHoo ! I`m crying buckets !
I feel that I wanna be prostitute and run away from this country and change my name ?
EARTH TO BROOM ! Never heard of sarcasm ? Too busy doing god-knows-what !
yaya . I feel so betrayed .
SARCASM !
I dont feel betrayed by you putting me in your OH-SO-WONDERFUL 2nd link .
The one above your sisters !
{I feel so pleased now !}
But why, I must questioned , must you waste your loads of energy of copying my link and putting me in that row?
Even after I said sorry .
And I meant that sorry .
So yes I'm making such a BIG FUSS about you putting me in my 2nd link !
Because NOW I know sorry dont mean ANYTHING to you at all .
Yes I wanna be in EVERYONE`s love-d link cause I`m a fairy princess whee !!~

So sorry means NOTHING TO YOU ?
Fine .
If you think I am such a BAD friend and you feel betrayed by me .
By all means , hate me .
ARGH!
Yes I was wrong to make such a big fuss about the links but you must understand the jalan raya was for my 2/5 and 2/4 friends , wont you be awkward being the only 2/B ?
Its no matter express or normal mind you .
Khady felt bad , so I said that .
I also shouldn't have said that your a miss of the universe thingy .
Whatever .

You know what ?
I cant be bothered after you read this and still wanna post something that makes me SO SAD that i wanna be a prostitute .
Come on lah we are no more in play school .
This is Secondary School .
You lose one friend you gain more .
Like ATOMS !

So you wanna play this pretend game that i never knew you and you never knew me ?
I'll be laughing my ass off .

thank you for reading and BALI HERE I COME !!!!!!!!!!
hyrul so hot . he so hot he makes you melt :)
GO HYRUL !
*i'm a cheerleader*

maya i saw your cleav--- ,
opps .
meeta , future Mrs Dave :D
haha
pink much ?

2007-11-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

farah its finally official !
i can finally go out !
and hyrul anuar is super duper hot NOW !
gawd look at his biceps !
not like he was not hot during his Anugerah days but after being bold and getting roasted by the sun during NS surely made him hotter than usual .
I think if you shave your hair and make it grow , it would turn out nicer than EVER !
Maybe I should go bold then when my hair grows it would turn out beautiful like those celebs .
HAHA!
maklum lah nak di-loved by everyone cause I`m stupid a idiot with small tits :)
anyway darwita , thanks for reading my blog ! I am very touched !
*sniff*
but i wish Hyrul Anuar would take his precious NS time to read my blog !
haha .
i am such a loser .

okay here is a picture of the hot hot hot sensation hyrul anuar ;
OMG !
i order you to MELT NOW !
*oh so fabulous*

okay let me show you another hot guy .

and another;

"Hello, dah siap ke belum, teman-teman semua dah tunggu ni..."
you cannot deny his hot !

and this guy from one of the New Paper New Face guy models !
he was only wearing boxers ! damn , my sister picture of him was blur cause we were shouting and screaming like little school girls !
oh and heres SHANE WEST !
his from Walk to Remember .
A very sad and beautiful story :(
okay , sharifah would agree with me !
oh pretty curls !
:)

2007-11-11T01:40:00.000+08:00

okay i survived and enjoyed my last jalan raya and regretted and pull back that post about B.W .
thanks for taking the time to read .
oh to toots ;
even though you still hate me and put me in your un-favorite link of yours , i still dont hate myself for being a nice bitch in front of you and bitch about you on my blog .
so sad that i might possibly kill myself :'(
Hari Raya is finally DONE ! but I still didnt get much money !
Damn to time flies :(
and to the people I love ; thanks for pointing out to me that I`m ugly and what a HUGE difference I was during my baby days and now .
and so if i die of being bulimic , blame me .
yar . thanks for caring :D

eh , i should get an award for making people feel bad !
shame , they dont have that in the emmys .
maybe i should make my own
i`ll hire maya to come up with the nominations .
:)
i`ll hire Aliya for entertainment business.
:)
i`ll hire atika to be the host.
:)
i`ll hire shahirah as er .. stage designer and director(!)
:)
i`ll hire meeta as a cheerleader , for god-knows-what .
:)
i`ll hire nadiah as a microphone
:)
i`ll hire khadijah to choose the hot guys to usher the winners .
:)
i`ll hire farah as my fire-breather !
:D

its all set !
i am on my way to Hollywood babey .

2007-11-06T15:29:00.000+08:00

another jalan raya on thursday .
lets just hope i`ll die tragically .
:)
like i said dont make me organize ! i`ll just bore your tits out .

2007-11-04T14:49:00.001+08:00

I am here to apologize of my behavior during jalan raya . .

To B.W and my other wonderful jalan friends ;
I am sorry I am those kind of lame girls who sikit-sikit nak merajuk , too sensitive and/or too emotional .
Cause I am spoil brat unlike B.W who is very sophisticated and gentle and is lovable to all.
Yes I am an idiot spoil brat .
I am sorry I see crying as a way to release all my feelings and to grab the pity from you .
Cause again , I`m a spoil brat .
I`ll cry when I dont get things .
I am sorry I`m fat and ugly unlike B.W who is almost perfect with a slim body , and muscles everywhere.
I am also sorry I`m just not perfect and I`m trying VERY hard to not be those girls who sikit-sikit nak merajuk and wont be hated by friends whom already hate me .
I am sorry I was bad in organizing this jalan raya .
So please next time dont appoint me as your organizer and take this matter to your own hands.
I am sorry cause I have no mats under my block to disturb me
Cause to me their just brain-less gooballs who understand nothing but breast and vaginas .
But again, B.W thinks otherwise .
They really scare the hell out of B.W and that I must understand and not think shes stupid or something .

So thus , the lesson to be learn here is
Think of others before yourself although some really think highly of themselves .
:(
Thus again , if your guys wanna meet up behind my back and hatch a plan to kill me , by all means "THANK YOU"
And B.W ; Thanks for walking off without even saying goodbye . I then realize how a goob I was and how you hate me .
I am just very sorry I lack in everything .

If you guys see this post as a way that I was being sarcastic .
I guess you might wanna reread this twice or something cause this is how I put my feelings into words.
If I hurt you by posting this then I have no dang what to say .

*now leave me while i merajuk in the corner*

2007-10-29T01:05:00.001+08:00

My blog is in a mess for now , until I done some changes , this is how it look likes .
If anyone got the chance to read my old posts I was really pissed with people.
Yes people .
Not a man .
Not a woman .
Not a girl .
Not a boy .
Not a bisexual .
Just people .
Then I look back , if I`m pissed with people , then WHAT IN THE WORLD AM I ?
Not orang utan I hope .
But part of those people .
Hari Raya is still a bore cause I just sit there and I fatten myself up with kuih-muih and a WIDEEEEEEE range of sugary rainbow water while I hear all these family talk about another family .
Answer a few questions of yourself and thats all .
They go back to talking.
And I cant seem to keep my eyes of these ladies hands , its damn full of gold !
I like *salam-ing* them cause you know , *kee-ching* .
*rubs hands*
And just as I have assume , they give me as high as 25 bucks!
Whoo-hooo!!
Okay I`m sorry you guys might think I`m greedy but I`m not realllyyyy that greedy .
I mean what is a KID suppose to do in this raya walks than to collect green packets !!
You cant just start talking with these ladies about the othe familes cause YOU DONT KNOW A THING about them .
You cant just start start comparing gold with these ladies cause those gold actually belongs to your mum !
Yes you can ask for forgiveness but thats just all and you have to sit through an hour of these ladies talking and yacking and blabbering of *god -knows - what*
Its times like these where you wish you were at home doing homework.
And this ladies , gosh!
They cant STOP commenting you .
You've gone fatter/taller/darker/prettier/hotter/skinnier/quieter/noisier and (the list goes on)!
And with these comments,what can we do ?
Just smile .
Hide our feelings away and continue doing whatever we were doing !!
While they laugh their asses off of how funny they said it !
*heh*! real funny!

okay sorry I`m being really mean but where are those good old fashion values of Hari Raya Visting huh?
The ones where we go to ask for forgiveness with one another and celebrate after a month of fasting.
(Now, we ask for forgiveness from that person , a few hours later you start bitching about them !)
gone I tell ya .

GONE

2007-10-20T02:18:00.000+08:00

Everyone`s sleeping and I`m wide awake cause I`m sleeping on the floor cause my relatives slept over.
Whatever .
I got 74 for History .
A mark to pure History , lets just hope Mr Bean gives me ONE MORE MARK to get pure history.
Please sir.

The whole day been persuading my friends to go jalan raya tmrw and GOSH! were they stubborn but FINALLLYY , they agreed to come .
*thanks god*
Went to 2 houses today .
Yes only 2.
Not really elated, but hey! money still money babeh!
The first house got complimented of my fatness .
Thanks makcik who talks her gold and stuff .
*Salute makcik*
The second house was okay and there was a cat but she was super fierce so for THE FIRST TIME I ignored the cat .
:(
But nevertheless , shes cute !

And next week is LAST WEEEKK!
Good.
I wont get to see HOT PRATA and Pindra.
Losers.
:DD

I better sleep .
Everyone is sound asleep and I'm not !
Tmrw I have jalan raya @ 10 .

=))

2007-10-18T01:30:00.000+08:00

okay totally random yet hot . I LOVE TAUFIK WHEEEEEEE!!~
changing lovers again you see ?
haha .
okay!
he has the 3rd album already!
like WHAT THE HELLL!!!
lovelove!
lets buy .
{oh, its malay album}

2007-10-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

I failed maths.
E8 yes .
Failure.
My other subjects arent any good either but history I have no idea but probably not any good either.
So I think I`ll go 3/4 or 3/5 .
But 3/5 is GEOGRAPHY for humanities !
and yes,I hate that subject , purely hate you know ?
And it has got nothing to do with the teacher , I simply have NO interest in population, vegetation, land reclamation and all that jazz .
hate.
and like I did any good for geography .
just hate .

you don't care its okay cause like if you haven't notice its like my blog and I can rant whatever and anything I want .
I suggest you make your own blog and rant your heart out and people wont care cause thats like your blog!
Great solution huh ?
I know!
Aint I like SUPER smart ?
I wish that kind of common sense questions come out for exam .
oh mymy , high marks for sure !

{kalau ye , cikgu bee [what a name!] terbaca blog merepek saya , tolong lah cikgu saya nak Swensens cikgu}

oh and yes, selamat hari raya , maaf zahir dan batin .
time to collect green packets and wear nice baju melayu and walk around in heels .
strut your stuff as you walk down the runway babey!
yea, runway of corridors and shouting "ASSALAMUALAIKUM !"
dont pretend your not home , we watch your every move adults !
*ahem!kids here*
AND STOP COOKING RENDANG!
I probably tasted 10 000 different rendangs since raya !
or more !
stop making us FAT!
and STOP giving different colours of water !!
*fruit juice is fine yes!*
**ANYTHING AND WHATEVER BETTER **
okay tu aje , lets not be to picky on food .

phatt cat is super fat and yes , super lazy .
and has an appetite of a LION !
and his just that furry adorable kitty cat!

I bought 5 cartons of that "ANYTHING AND WHATEVER" and forcing the visitors to gulp down the drinks!
Maybe thats why there lesser people coming .
Thank god .
We go their house better .

Whatever.

I pray for the better of you :)

2007-10-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

okay finally my exams are over!

i can do many things now with all the free time!
yes!
like for one, breathing and relaxing and probably SLACKING!
actually,i shouldn't be TOO happy.
i can predict my results would be bad.
seriously!
i totally slept during DNT and i was rushing like craaaazzeeee for history and played the "tikam-tikam" game for science!
SEE!
ZEEBONGS = LOSER!
now,all i can do is pray with all my heart !
lets just hope.

okay,the RAYAs coming and i am so unprepared !
i mean come on!
doesn't time flies without you realizing?
oh gosh !
days of like craving for food ,days of dehydration and days of being just sooooo lazy are ending soon.
In probably,2 more days!
and also my family would probably be incomplete during Hari Raya.
thanks to that "tempang" beetch.
seriously.
YOU CAUSED MY FAMILY TO FALL APART!
one day i make you pay.
i swear.
and i don't take back my swears.
okay whatever to that beetch.

just up yours.
and also the rest of your family.
rot.

okay i have to be happy!
to keep my mind off what is probably going to happen during hari raya.
i may be kid but
FOR YOUR INFO ,
I HAVE SOMETHING CALLED A BRAIN.
A MIND TO TELL ME WHO OR WHAT IS WRONG AND RIGHT .

nobody understands.so don't bother .
i just hope i can prove to that people whom i have to accept as family that i can do better and i can get a recognize degree without the help of private schools to repeat my Os.
HEY! i am not being proud but i am just making myself promise that i WILL and CAN achieve that standard.
i wont start rapping girls.

i hope someone understands.i know she does only she wont be here for raya.
i love you.
and sorry for the things i've done that made you angry
especially about the phone.

:(

2007-09-30T00:33:00.000+08:00

what a blast!
he called me zeebongs and he has biceps!
so hawt okay?
Farah ;stop calling him a squirrel cause he is actually nice okay.
Atika ; you also the same OKAY?
Nadiah ; I`ll kill you for drawing on his face!!you are such an ASS.
i told him to throw the cake away cause you know it melted
my hardwork down the drain okay?
and most importantly,he (for all people) remembered my name.
yet i shouldnt be soo "perasan"
oh hyrul!~
gosh your such a hawtstuff :))

2007-09-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

I am not going to Hyrul`s Bdae thing or whatsoever.
I indeed have exams.
My cat has friendster and currently he has 14 friends!
Yesterday I went to buka puasa at some murtabak shop infront of Masjid Sultan . The murtabak was okay and the man gave us free fruits and gave me free drink which tasted like Ribena after drinking I realized that the drink had hair in it.I dont know whether it was my hair or was it that man's.
eew.
After eating I had curry on my fingertips and I felt uneasy and I also had to stop myself from eating somemore.I decided to wash my hand and then I saw the "Whatever and Anything"poster ! The one which has Hyrul carrying the cartons of those cans! I was kinda surprised so I pointer to the poster of him and had curry all over his face!I was like "shit!" and I couldnt find the tissue !I counldnt possibly lift up my shirt and wiped it off can I?
So asked the man to clean for me and he looked at me and lifted his eyebrow.
"please?"
and so he did and left me.
okay phew.
i might have left it like that feeling stupid enough to touch his delicate poster!
Bah!!~

I went to the National Library today to study with Aliya,Nadiah and Shahirah.We went to B1 where the normal library kinda thing was located but it was full of ppl studying,reading,talking & even sleeping!So I,being the show off one,brought them to the Reference floor but the thing was I didnt know you cant bring your bag in!So we decided just to sit in between the shelves at level B1.So we found a corner and sat there studying.As we were studying.a lady or some girl probably in her 20s,went up to Aliya and went like
Girl : HI!Nama siapa?
Aliya : err..Aliya?
Girl :Ohh nah(handing Aliya some paper).Ade orang kirim salam.
Aliya being the selenger bacin she is was like "HUH?Siapa?Ape?"
But that stupid librarian girl already went off giggling .
stupid minah library and boo to that stupid mat !
Aliya thinks you look smeelly(or at least I did)
The paper was a stupid msg from that librarian mat.
"Hi!Sorry to bother you but I noticed you studying and (blabalabaabakaka)
Please msg me @ (some mat no)
thanks

(that smelly librarian mat's name)

gosh!we are here to study and your here to flirt ! rock on mat ! seriously.
mengatal aje.
tsktsktsk me and nad and shahirah were like laughing our anus off.
and she wanted to see who the mat was but when I brought her she dont want to look.
buat penat sahaja!
Then some woman asked us to shift cause we cannot sit there as were blocking the people was finding their books or whatever.
So we sat near the window and bullied each other for abit then continued studying!
Around 5 something,we decided to break fast together .Nadiah didnt want to go for some stupid reasons and she ran away from us.
Idiot lah she can?
So we went to Bugis Junction for awhile cause Aliya needed to buy stationaries.
Then,we took the train to Paya Lebar .
Blabalabalaba,reached Paya Lebar,couldnt find a place..
So we bought food at the bazaar and proceeded to Aliya`s house which was a traffic light away.
We couldnt possibly break fast standing up.
Aliya`s family was at her sister`s shop .
So it was empty.
I fried for them fish balls cause there was nothing edible to eat at her house .
HAIYOO!!
She dont even know how to cook rice!(heh,mee too actually)
tsk.
SO we ate then around 8 left her house and took a cab back with Shahirah.
Aliya gave us $10.
(HAH! gave? nah..borrowed us..)
Then the cab driver was like blabbering of something about Mercedes turbo and stuff.
Me and Shahirah were like "HUH?"
When she got down,she told me to be careful!
ahhahaha soo cute.
I reached home safely and the uncle didnt take $1!
gosh blessed that uncle.
so kids,the lessson to learn here is
never judge a book by its cover!

Okay I`m famished.
Wanna eat somemore.
hah!
Gosh Fat Ass.
And to that dear;
Dont even think you can get him . He needs surgery if he loves you too .
Gosh! Stop acting as if your gonna get his love.
so . Good dancing love but you should have worn a bra to keep your tits from showing.
tsk dear.

2007-09-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

None other than Hyrul Anuar.
Dont he look like he just fell from heaven .
ahh pleasant isnt he?
See??
Make-up does wonders.
Oh yes!!
Do buy his Fitrah (Hazir Lebaran) Album.Its a compilation of some famous malay singers in the Singapore Music Industries.
Taufik and Hady might not be in THAT doesnt mean their not famous!
hurmph..
Exams are like in 3 weeks time and Hyrul Bdae Party or Buka Puasa thingy(i have no idea which) is on the 29 of Aug.
Just at the STARTING of exams.
thanks for ruining my life .
but exams is exams
and I NEED TO GO TO A GOOD CLASS NEXT YEAR!
Sheeshhh...
Oh thats Phatt!
Now his back from that smelly Sembawang Quarantine Centre and running around the house scaring the hell out of my grandmother and mummy.
Cute stuff eh?
Oh recently he fell from the window of my house!
Let me go into details.
:)
Being that curious/kaypo cat he is,he climbed the window to look at the world beneath him.Norwegian Forest Cats are able to balance themselves perfectly.Though somehow this little Phattt cat,lost his balance and fell off the grill(I assume)!! Half an hour later,my mum was asking "Where`s the cat?"
(as you see my mum`s afraid he might popped out of nowhere to give my mum a little suprise!)
Thats when we panicked .
(okay atleast I did cause I sister didnt believe he would somehow escape)
My mum forced me to go under my block and look around for him.
I did being the diligent girl I am.
(pigs do fly!)
I went down and searched high and low for that Phatt B**!
I lost hope and was about to ask some smelly mats when he popped out of nowhere walking/limping(i realllyy didnt notice) towards the shop.
I almost jumped and grabbed him and he looked at me with his eyes that simply shouts
"I`M INNOCENT!!~" .
I ran up and called my sister .
I believe she couldnt believe her eyes.
There was bleeding near his mouth and his right leg was limping.
Thus,my sister searched in the Yellow Pages for a 24hours Pet Hospital/Vet.
Dar-whee-ta gave me some Mount Pleasant Hospital address and so we brought him there.
Not to worry,his back and naughtier as ever!
FYI,HIS STILL A VIRGIN!!!!
sadly.
A 1-year-old virgin!!
please mate me with a pretty kitty?NOT ANY STRAY HOR!!

Haha.
Kidding.
Must support SPCA mahh..
okay,probably on some stupid long hiatus cause exams are coming and I need to study HARDER THAN EVER .
MUST BEAT SYAFIQ!!
(probably in my dreams)
oh and..
support him okay?
Pity him!!must carry the cartons of Anything and Whatever.
And also,this for charity.
:)
lets beramal this month.

SELAMAT BERPUASA OKAYS??
NANTI DAPAT DUIT RAYA!!
WHEEEEE!!~

2007-07-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

Guess who?

The INFAMOUS Mr Biceps/Radnaksi!!

I`m serious.

Anyway,today is his LAST day in BGSS.

No more drooling around.

The class signed the card I made LAST MINUTE and after PE I handed it to him.

Then we(as in me and masnita and Izwah and Amirah) took picture with him.

And he promised us he`ll give his email.

5 mins before Science ended,he pass to Nazri his email and a card.

A thank you card.

He is super sweeet..

And it made me cry.

So after Science rushed to him to ask if its is Friendster and MSN.

Then he said he is MARRIED.

hahahah.

At the age of erm..

25?

HAHA!

Then he rushed off to the MOSQUE.

Before I went choir,he came back and then took his bag and set off.

At the general office I bid farewell to Mr Biceps.

He promised he`ll be back on Teacher`s Day.

And in his monotone voice he said,

"Study Hard okay?"

I nodded then bid farewell and saw him walk away from the BGSS gates.

And tears filled my eyes.

Please come back sooon is the only thing I beg from you.

I shall never forget the drooling days.

2007-07-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

History rawks!

No.

Not because of Mr Smelly.

BECAUSE OF MR RADNAKSI!

Wheee!~

He relief our History lesson.

COOL RITE!

He was soo funny and hot and funny and hot and hot again.

AND SMART.

veryyyyyyyy SMART.

He came into the class the whole class cheered!

He was like SMILING with CUTE dimples and said

"WAHH!!You guys must really love me?"

I was about to SHOUT

"YESYESYESYES!!!~"

Practically crying my eyes out.

He greeted us then asked a few students to go out and talked to him abt the Chemistry Potions Form thingy.

I didnt pass up.

But I forgot.

SO!He asked for my name and I was like "Zihan"

He replied"Ohh..Nurzihan Binte Ruslan?"

Like duhh cher.

Anyway,soo hott.

Then he explained to me to hand in tomorrow to the science teacher.

I noodddeddd.

Atika pushed me to him.

*ass*

Then,he asked us to read Chpt 3 of History Bk and he`ll ask some questions.

WE READ.

Then at 2,he asked some questions.

I`m in group B.

During the first round he asked Xin Ting.

Then 2nd round for my group,he asked me.

He looked around.

"I`ll choosseee.........ah..Nurzihan!"

I was like YEA!

But eventually I got the questions wrong.

But yea he still as hot.

After that we had Algebratic Workshop.

Boring.

without ARDY.

ASS.

Then,after the workshop went to canteen and do Art Project while waiting for Sarah as she was having her LC here.

While doing,down came DENGDENG.

His hair was truly shocking.

So sad.

Probably his crying inside when he went to the barber and CUT.

HAHA

He left yaayayayayayaya.

Then Sarah came out of her LC and we went to eat at LJS.

Then,took MRT to Simei.

Sarah wanted to buy nail polish.

Then went lah.

Came back at 8.00.

HAHA.

Mr Radnaksi!

2007-07-14T19:15:00.000+08:00

okay.
seriously hyrul anuar(YES!) looks exactly like Mr Biceps/Radnaksi/I or whatsoeever you may name him.
Imagine Hyrul but like darker a bit and wearing PE shorts and kinda high socks.
TADDAAAA!
Mr Radnaksi.
or whatsoeveer you may call him.
(:
see hot people sure got twin.

2007-07-14T16:50:00.000+08:00

Friday the 13th rawks.

Okay reached school late but its okay (thats not badluck.i always come late)

Went straight to Parade Square with my bag for flag rising.

When we were told to sit,MAYA was like mouthing "MR ______ CAMEE!"

Thats when I saw.

This teacher wearing a white shirt with cool hair.

OMG

MR RADNAKSI/Biceps/I!!

HE DID CAME BACK!

whoots!~

Then DM was like calling the 4/1 boys to come up infront to cut their hair.

And asked the teachers to loook for more dudes with long hair.

And they picked.

DENGDENG was picked.

He went to the front touching his hair looking as if he is hoping his hair wont cry or something.

He saw me staring with MOUTH WIDE OPPEEN !

YEA!

But I wasn't really that into watching him cry as his hair go byebye

I was too busy laughing at the joy of MR RADNAKSI return.

After that,start of lessons.

English was okay.

then came PE

I went to change with Shahirah and gerlies.

So aft changing we went straight to fitness corner then Nazri came running to me saying

"EHH MR RADNAKSII!!"

I shriek like a maniac(which i regret now cause the other teacher was not too happy)

Then I RAN and the class was like "ZIHAN!lookklookk!"

Looking as cool ever,stands MR RADNAKSI with a fairer skin and lesser hair.

He looks different with a new shirt to add to his wardrobe.

A shorter pair of socks

Looking a little chubby on the cheeks.

THATS ALL!

So started PE.

I had to stop myself frm looking at him.

SERIOUSLY.

HE WAS SO HOT that as if the sun only shone on HIM.

His voice was perrrfecttt.

Thats a real guy.

Anyway,Deng with more or lesser hair,your still as HOT.

BUT OBVIOUSLY MR BICEPS IS WAYY HOTTER.

hehs to you too.

2007-07-12T19:31:00.001+08:00

I FINALLY HATE THIS SKIN!
okay,
CHANGING

2007-07-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

I am weird in my OWN way.
Let me cry and feel the tub.
Sunday nights are always a bore.
see ya soon strawberry.
gawd.how your such a sucker.

2007-07-08T13:41:00.000+08:00

I`m sorry to the people I made a mistake too.
I`m sorry I caused a haywire in your relationship.
I`m sorry for the stupid jokes.
Once again.
This is my distance.

2007-07-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

I`m sorry Atika.

I`m sorry Shahirah.

I`m sorry Khadijah.

I messed up this pic by accident!

REALLY!

BUT!

I like it.

ITS COOL LAH!

Not many things happen today not as MUCH as YESTERDAY!

MEETA pushed me and made me bang onto walls

TWICE(not repeatedly though)

Different walls

Malay lesson was FUNFUNFUN!

We had the agent thingy on the topic of "HEROES"

How should I put it?

gerek?

After school went to do class t-shirt and thats when I took the pics lah.

Shahirah designed it.

I believed its gonna turned up pretty good!

After that when home and took the bus with Khadijah.

We saw this REALLY hot guy wearing green with his 3 other emo friend.

HEHE.

Took the same bus and he stopped at Sharifah`s house there!

HOT YOU KNOW!

EVEN Khadijah agreed seh.

I shall say no more.

Then we talked about mats and minahs.

Who is classified as so.yadayadayyadaa,

She classified Strawberry as more to the mat based on his shoes and bag and hair and his friends(OPPS MEETA)!

Up to her lah.

She so evil at times.

Weird.

I dont act cute please

2007-06-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow awaits as I put on something dumb and be laughed at.
And Syafiq,why the hell are you wearing your dumb Phua Chu Kang shoes?
Mabuk people.
And Strawberry,you so "merah"

2007-06-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

the OH-SO-FIRST-DAY-OF-SCHOOL was such a bore.

new teachers.old teachers.

(dah biceps went bye-bye)

same here.same there.

didn't bring book.

didn't finish homework.

(mind you there`s no "s")

Went to MEETs' house and it was kinda intresting on a account its on the 24th floor.

You could probably seee the whole SINGAPORE from her room!

COOL!

I shall skip the after of *went-down-to-mama-shop-and-played-with-4-fat-cats*

Only for the memory of MEETA && ME!

((:

Hurmph,what cikgu said was true.

She is going to lose faith on us 5 who *tak-buat-hwk-and-lied*.

I wonder how you feel in her shoes.

Probably pissed.

Sorry Cikgu.

I know its tough.

*and sharifah!some quiz!*

Tomorrow is another day.

no more mr biceps.

2007-06-11T15:58:00.000+08:00

4 days of "CERAMAH" ends tomorrow.

So sad.

I am no kidding.

The ppl in there are like cool!!

Especially those IN MY GROUP!!

WE RAWK THE HOUSE DOWN!

Opps.I meant the room!

We are like THE ONLY GROUP THAT SERIOUSLY BOND!!

The rest mcm tak hidup gitu deh!

No pics though.

YET.

Tomorrow lah ehh..

There`s 6 ppl in the group.

FatEhah(which is a GUY!)

Haikal(which SANGAT adores RADIAH!)

Radiah(ohh SOO CUTE)

Nabila(VERY LAWA)

&&her sister,

HIDAYAH(SOO TINY && CUTE)

ME!

OHHOHH I love like this type of ppl!

THEY TALK!

THEY LAUGH!

THEY ROAR!

HAH!

The uztazah just LOVE eyeing us!

WE talk while they "CERAMAH"

HOW FUNN!!

Which reminds me!

"Budak BGSS of 2/5!!KELUAR LAH DEYYY!!"

I missmisssmisss YOU GUYS!

ohh INCLUDES MAYA FROM 2/2!

LETS RAWK-ED the WORLD!

2007-06-06T19:22:00.000+08:00

WHO THE HELL AM I KIDDING???

MR ISKANDAR IS ALWAYS HOT I SHALL SAY!

Gundoo!

Love.

ZIHAN!

2007-06-06T19:17:00.000+08:00

To the WEIRD ustazah,

Yes.I insaf.

Maybe,Mr Iskandar has (like what you have stated) "KENCHING STRAIGHT"!

For right now,Mr Iskandar is no MORE HOT!

Thus,I shall now go pray.

Yours truly,

NURZIHAN RUSLAN(:

2007-06-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

Anugerah 2005 was WAYYY better than Anugerah 2007!

Like dude,whats up with the multi-coloured hair?!

I mean ew.

Okay it maybe some style thingy but ON GUYS TOO??!!

And the star JUDGE!

OMG!

Tergamam??

Hey!I may not be a MALAY dictionary but I think that there`s no SUCH word!

Okay lets not critic the malay media industry competition ehh..

Seriously,I still prefer watching Hyrul sing.

Darwita just told me a story about Mr Biceps and his SELENGER-NESS.

Apparently,he is DEAF!!

Okay.

FATED HUH??!!

Ask Darwita!

Okay Phatt!

(His my sister`s cat = MY CAT TOO!!)

About 1 month old!
Now about 10 months old!

Cute huh?

The real time I see him is like in another 6 and a half weeks.

Cause his from Dubai import to Singapore so he has to go through some vet thingy..

THANKS SINGAPORE!

((:

Argh.

I have nothing else to "BLOG" about.

((:

2007-06-01T19:14:00.000+08:00

I have so MUST put this!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

Okay,basically this person who took the video like concentrate only on HYRUL shaking his butt rather then the WHOLE performance!!

I mean "WHOA!HE CAN DANCE"

What is he gonna do next??

Lead a PARADE??!!

Awesome(:

Somehow when he dance reminds me of KHAIRIL.(tat dude frm BGSS tau!)

(Ew..Thats not good!)

But HYRUL is WAYY BETTER THAN KHAIRIL.

and MR BICEPS IS SUPER HOT

(Although he looks like Hyrul Anuar in a way..)

Kudos.

(To the video taker && Hyrul for being multi-talented&&Mr Iskandar for being soo MUSCULAR!!)

And Atika,by any chance you read this..

DON'T YOU DARE LAUGH AT THE VIDEO!!

(I'll break u into tiny bones.)

2007-05-31T14:22:00.000+08:00

Taurus - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad.
You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice.
Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak.

Your negative traits:

Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships.
If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander...
You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset.

Your ideal partner:

Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you.
Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave.
A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart.

Your dating style:

Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant.

Your seduction style:

Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy.
Traditional: you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either.
Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time.

Tips for the future:

Be willing to change your mind. Who you think is the love of your life may be very wrong for you.
Try listening to your mate. While your stubborn streak is hard to break, sometimes your partner knows best.
Lighten up! The first months of a relationship should be about fun, not intentions.

Best color to attract mate: Pale blue

Best day for a date: Friday

What's Your Love Profile?

Just some crap frm Atika`s profile.

So my mate is??

Hady Mirza?

Hyrul?

Mr Bicepts?

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

You Have a Big Mouth

When it comes to secrets, you really don't have any.
You aren't self conscious in the least about who you are.
And while it's good to be open, you sometimes turn people off with your honesty.
Continue to share your life - but keep the sauciest details to yourself!

Do You Have a Big Mouth?

YEAH!I knew it!

You Are a Pinky

You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird.
A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone.
You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friends - and love them for who they are.

You get along well with: The Ring Finger

Stay away from: The Thumb

What Finger Are You?

Okay.I reallly didn`t expect THAT!

But yah,I am PINKY!

Your Japanese Name Is...

Mine Kujo

What's your Japanese Name?

Maybe you should probably call me THIS!

"Mine Kujo.HAIK!"

You Are 80% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.
Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

How Pure Are You?

I am INHUMAN babey!!

You Are 40% Lady

You tend to make up your rules of etiquette, throwing all conventions aside.
And while you try to be a lady (sometimes), your behavior is often quite shocking.

Are You A Lady?

Sadly.NO!

You Should Be an Actor

You have a flair for the dramatic, and you probably already do a lot of acting in your day to day life, just to entertain yourself.
No need to steal the spotlight from your friends... You'll get plenty of attention once you start acting professionally!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

COOL!